Friendz

So, I feel very connected socially now, but there's one girl who seems . . . well, yeah.
Adriana Camille Witte.
Last year she was my best friend. This year, she's barely a friend. I'm probably not even close to being one of her friends. She's slightly vain, nowadays. Now, some of my best friends don't even live in Austin, and the ones who do, I can't contact or anything. Like, they don't have phones. It kind of sucks. Adriana I could be totally crazy with, and she's barely said a word to me this year. I'm going to start calling her Adriana. Like I'll ever be able to talk to her.

Otherwise, I <3 my friends. :o)

Gone

No one comes here
I'm left alone
And through the years
I sit here, made of stone.

I'm the loneliest girl in the world
no friends, no family, no reliance
Nothing is as it should
I'm waiting for something with radiance.

Yeah, yeah, it doesn't rhyme. Whatever. It's not like anyone will read it.

GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm never using this site again. Please go away and never come back to this site.

Boyfriends and Guyfriends

If guyfriends are friends who are guys and boyfriends are, well, boyfriends . . . do you like your guyfriends as boyfriends? Do girls have multiple boyfriends or vis versa? I was reading Audry's website and it said that Willow is going out with David, but David also seems really attached to Gabi. It's almost disgusting, though. Willow was sitting on David's lap, and they looked like they really liked each other. Are guyfriends bad? Are boyfriends good? Do many people want boyfriends? What's so great about them? Aren't they pretty much guyfriends when you're in middle school? Have y'all heard about anyone kissing? I need to know: I heard something about Delilah and Eytan. I'm pretty sure Eytan liked Delilah, and I heard that she liked him back. what's going on with them?

Bloggy Questions

The person who this is will recognize themself, I just want public opionion, because I can't relate myself to this situation. Here goes: one of my best friends likes/liked three guys. Her code name here will be "Zoe." One guy she liked but now hates. I think Zoe still likes him somewhere, but she's mad at him. The second guy Zoe thinks is cute. The third one, I don't really know, but she likes him. Is this hoe-ish to like more than one guy? Is it normal? I hope one likes her back. She seems kind of in need of a boy friend now. She talks about the guys a lot.
I heard a lot about the song "I'm on a boat" and "Jizz in my pants" by Lonely Island. What does "jizz" mean?
We're starting "Healthy Choices" next week. That seems awkward! My mom wants me to do it. I hope we won't have any homework for two reasons: I don't want any and, er, what would the homework be about (don't answer that)?
I like a lot of old songs and stuff, but now I also <3 "Don't Trust Me" and "Paper Planes." They're about odd things, but they're pretty kool. I just listened to them the first time today, and I'm kind of behind in music, so if you haven't heard them, check it out! But not when you're family is in the room. Paper Planes says "hell" and Don't Trust Me says a lot. I don't like them because of the curse words, but I'm kind of afraid to put them on my iPod because my mom might go through my music. :-)

"Kailee"

Kailee (another code name) is one of my best friends. We spend as much time as we can together (one hour a week) but lately she's ditched me for "Daphne." They were talking and laughing, and I tried to tell Kailee something, but she didn't hear me. I tapped her a few times, and said her name over and over. Any normal person would have noticed. She didn't even try and talk to me to see what was up later. Kailee is too kool. Would you think she doesn't like me? I seem to have lots of friend problems. I'm only posting major ones, or I'd be in the Guiness Book of World Records for having so many problems. Is everyone this challenged or is it just me? Daphne has said some mean stuff about my friend in fourth grade, and Daphne didn't even know her to be saying anything. Should I try and make Daphne my friend even though she was rude to one of my best friends (the one in fourth grade)? Do you think Kailee's mad at me? It's not like her to do something like what she did, especially for three hours. She didn't even say "good bye" to me, but I tried to get her attention to say good bye to her. I'm such a moron! What should I do? I'll try to do something more bloggy next time instead of ask for advice and complain, though I definitely need to do some of that. Thanks!

Friends

I've been reading Audry's blog and she uses code names. I shall, too. I have a friend (?) named "Cora" and she's been rather rude to me. We had to move desk rows but instead of sitting with me Cora went to sit with someone else, though we had no instructions from our teacher to do so. Everyone else was standing at the front with me. I was going to sit with her at lunch later in the year, and she asks, "Where is [I won't write who] going to sit?" So I moved, obviously really hurt. I don't really know if I can call her a friend. Help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Would you consider her a friend were you me? She wouldn't say anything mean to my face . . . Cora's such a sweet girl. If only I knew what she thought of me. She laughs easy, and that's a good quality. I can only hope I'm her friend. She would lie if I asked her and she didn't like me. WHAT SHOULD I DO?!?!?!?!